2009年5月28日 星期四

悼六四

每年臨近六四這幾天,總有點情緒低落。

六四當年,年紀尚小,說「明白」不算太明白,說「不明白」又不算不明白。偒感卻是「懂事」後才懂得的。

二十年了,當年才出生的,現在應該進大學;火紅年代的學生領袖,今天個個變了四十來歲的「亞伯」;溫家寶當了總理;曾蔭權當了特首;當年在民主歌聲獻中華獻過民主歌聲的演藝界,今天一個個變了臉。但是平反六四就像植入了香港人的基因。太多香港人,沒有興趣理會曾蔭權是不是代表香港人,也沒有興趣知道哪一個「親中份子」還有「良心」,只是沉默地、靜靜地將平反六四的願望,埋在心深處:深得了植進了DNA,讓這個願望一代一代承傳下去。

李柱銘已經七十歲,司徒華也快八十歲;看了鍾庭耀公佈的六四民調,恐怕到了要走的一天,倘若來不及看到平反六四,見到香港人我心不死,即使也死而有憾,也絕對能瞑目。

多了香港人因為六四改變了生命,梅艷芳過身後的一年,支聯會的六四集會,開始播由梅艷芳唱的民運歌曲。據說,她是眾多演藝人中,最有良心的一個,也是據說,支聯會一直深知其影響力巨大,不想殃及池魚,故只敢在她過身後,才再起用她主唱的民運歌曲。

在youtube找到梅艷芳主唱的血染的風采,每次聽都想哭。今天有幸生於香港,或許是上天給我們的使命,為二十年前爭取民主的年輕人取回一個公道。



(也許我告別將不再回來,你是否理解?你是否明白?
也許我倒下將不再起來,你是否還要永久的期待?
如果是這樣,你不要悲哀,共和國的旗幟上有我們血染的風采。
如果是這樣,你不要悲哀,共和國的旗幟上有我們血染的風采。

也許我的眼睛再不能睜開,你是否理解我沉默的情懷?
也許我倒下再不能醒來,你是否相信我化做了山脈?
如果是這樣,你不要悲哀,共和國的土壤里有我們付出的愛。
如果是這樣,你不要悲哀,共和國的土壤里有我們付出的愛。
血染的風采
)

六四的歷史到了今天在香港,沒有如在大陸般不能講而變成國家機密,還要多得支聯會的成員。沒有支聯會,六四就如其它歷史事件般煙消雲散,除了與五四,九一八一樣變成一堆數字而只有研究中國歷史的老教授才懂。沒有支聯會,我們不能每年到維園喝一杯解穢酒般前來悼念一下。

藍天蔚不期望網友參與支聯會的工作,而實在,筆者也沒有參與其中,只是,當你參加悼念集會的時候,給支聯會捐個錢,付回你的那一份就好了。

16 則留言:

勁之 提到...

作為新晉爸爸,我希望我女兒懂事之時,我們已經不用去維園悼念六四... 小弟最新也有些想法,有空歡迎指點一下!謝謝!

uncleray 提到...

四十歲= 阿伯?

我很難過了。

匿名 提到...

Actually when must I support 支聯會 if I support a vindication?

The same logic is adopted by you democrats: why must I support the CCP if I love China? June 4 is a most unfortunate incident, but I see it pointless if that is a reason for me to support a group of liars.

匿名 提到...

And BTW, if u think June 4 is such an unjust incident (and I think this is) it is natural for HKers to sustain the spirit. And 支聯會 is not a necessary condition for the sustainability of the spirit.

不是公主 提到...

蔚藍姐姐,

好久沒見, 最近好嗎?

我.. 剛寫了一篇blog關於六四的..
文筆很差.. 意思很亂.. 但卻全都是我所想的..
有空請來看一下~

http://jenesuispaslaprincesse.blogspot.com/2009/06/blog-post.html

藍天蔚 提到...

勁之:

老實說,你的願望一定落空,我相信到我死了,也不一定會平反。

藍天蔚

藍天蔚 提到...

uncleray,

不要那麼認真。我寫東西不嬲都係亂咁寫。

藍天蔚

藍天蔚 提到...

匿名:

you have a choice. no need to argue. but you are encouraged to read 1984.

Lam Tin Wai

藍天蔚 提到...

匿名:

again, you have a choice. however, I think if there's no such thing called支聯會, the effort would have drained out easy during these 20 years.

It's up to you to help creating such environment that the authority can white wash everything.

lam tin wai

藍天蔚 提到...

我不是公主:

寫得不錯呀,而且,這不是作文比賽,重要的,是你讓這件事的真相延續下去。

藍天蔚

匿名 提到...

真的,20年實在有不少變化...香港大陸化後,很多人對六四已不太在乎。我最近在網上看到一份PowerPoint Presentation (相信是上水某名校的學生報告),若不是那是繁體字的話,我絕對以為那是出於大陸某學校的!部份節錄︰
"青少年在互聯網上頻繁接觸西方國家的宣傳論調、文化思想等,這使得他們頭腦中沈澱的中國傳統文化觀念和我國主流意識形態形成衝突,使青少年的價值觀產生傾斜,甚至盲從西方。長此以往,對於我國青少年的人生觀和意識形態必將起一種潛移默化的作用,對於國家的政治安定顯然是一種潛在的巨大威脅。"

In my generation, I never heard about such wordings from a student.

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